First off, I was accused last night of not talking as much about soccer as other sports.  Since soccer is my favorite sport, period, I should like to take a moment to speak on this.  


And now, le weekend, which was almost entirely sports-based.  I did get jeans though!  I've been trying to find low-rise jeans that I liked for a while now.  I wanted Tilts...that didn't work out.  I couldn't justify getting Luckys at the $120 a pair price right now though I will get those Lil' Maggies one day.  Still, I was desperate until one of my last two pairs finally ripped from crotch to top of the back pocket AT WORK last week.  They were old and had started to wear obviously but I wasn't expecting that.  But, as it turns out, Kohls sells Levi 518s which are super low rise.  So I bought 3 different washes and these girls look SWEET.  Other than that, we didn't do much this weekend.  Had an AMAZING dinner at Carrabas on Friday.  Their food is simply splended and the dessert, GAH.  The rest of the weekend was spent watching softball regionals which were on ALL WEEKEND.

So, softball...

Also, the Yanks lost ANOTHER pitcher this weekend.  Rasner got his finger broken and could be out for MONTHS.  So we've called up yet another new starter...I think we're up to 11.  Clippard had a very good start against the Mets though so I'm hopeful again.  Even if we're like 10 games back in the AL East and don't even have a .500 record...

Outside of all that, I'm still working through Bianca's chapter.  I really like about the first page and a half...then it turns into a bit of a rushed mess.  I haven't quite figured out how to fix it yet but I will.  I'm shooting for having it settled by Tuesday so I can start on chapter 3.  Been rereading some of my old BAM favorites for inspiration.

Now, a return to a previous discussion...

EDIT - To finally finally talk about my Euro


And yes, I do realize this is a very long entry... - END EDIT

So...instead of making my first post INCREDIBLY long, I just decided to do two posts.

So I'm all over the place today.  Definitely strange headspace that I'm not even sure I can verbalize.  Everythings is colliding up there I swear...


In other news: the marriage amendment bill is in the state senate again.  I hate that.  I mean, what else can I say?  People who aren't me, who aren't of my community just deciding whether or not I even have the option to marry.  It sucks.  I used to tell Al that, even if I could, I wouldn't marry her.  I didn't need to.  I was already committed.  Well now, I'd really love to marry her.  Take her last name, make it official for the whole fucking world to see.  Have all those legal responsibilities that married couples have.  Not have to worry about issues with kids (if there are any.)  I hate that I may never have that opportunity.  The outside world gets to decide what is right and moral for me.  I often wonder if it will ever be okay?  If we'll ever get to just be, like normal people.  It makes me so angry and so sad at the same time.  I love her.  I love her so much.  How can love be wrong?  I just don't get it.

Also, something I haven't wanted to talk about - Flinch (that girl I knew waaaay back when.)  So I emailed her, she emailed back, seemed all excited, asked a million questions.  I responded...like ages ago.  And nothing.  It's been like a month.  Who knows what happened.  Maybe she never even got the email.  Maybe she forgot (which would be so like her.)  I don't know.  Whatever happened, I decided to give it one more go.  I emailed her again and we'll see.  Nothing comes back this time, book is closed I guess.

A million other things are running through my head but I don't have the time or energy to try and talk about them.  I've got a date with my girl tonight and really...that's all that matters. 

EDIT - I just have to say that, after having a look at a fellow Spashers journal entry for today...I've got nothing on her and her fandoms.  Dear god, and you thought I hopped around a lot... At least I'm not mixing, especially outside genres...- END EDIT